Longing to Belong with Ash Davidson
Ash Davidson was diagnosed with breast cancer at 42 when it was discovered during gender-affirming surgery. In this episode Ash reads his essay “Longing to Belong” from Wildfire Magazine’s 2024 “Queer” issue. Ash’s story is about the unique challenges in a medical landscape that often fails to acknowledge the diverse narratives within the cancer community. April and Ash will talk about what it’s been like sharing his story multiple times, finding and making queer support in cancer, the desire to advocate in the cancer community, and feelings about scars. They will also discuss feeling unsafe in your body and intimacy after breast cancer.
Asymmetry with Julia D. Pereira
Julia D. Pereira is a psychologist and artist who was diagnosed with triple negative breast cancer (TNBC) at 32. In this episode of The Burn Julia reads her essay “Asymmetry” from Wildfire Magazine’s 2024 “Queer” issue. April and Julia will talk about magic caught in moments of uncertainty, finding strength in the unknown, and making important decisions with agency. They will also discuss finding a space to connect in breast cancer when you are queer.
Anniversary Special: Unexpected Truths
This one hour episode is our three year anniversary special. Wildfire production assistant, Monica Haro, and host, April Stearns, reflect on the unexpected truths found in the episodes from the past year. April will share what’s coming up for Wildfire and The Burn in the future, and give advice on writing your own story for both novice and returning writers.
“March 13” with Kate Rowbotham
Kate Rowbotham is a mom and professor who was diagnosed at 47 with de novo Stage IV metastatic breast cancer. In this episode Kate reads her essay “March 13” from Wildfire Magazine’s 2024 “Family” issue. Her story is about three generations of overlapping cancer. April and Kate will discuss understanding how love plays out in decision making, patient and caregiver experiences during the pandemic, and the intersection of work and cancer. They will also discuss the challenge of living with metastatic breast cancer and wondering about what comes next.
“The Power of the Unsent Letter: Dear Spirit Baby” with Tracy Ward
Tracy Ward joins The Burn podcast from the United Kingdom to read a piece from Wildfire Magazine’s 2020 “Family” issue. She was diagnosed at 36 with Stage II hormone positive breast cancer. She shares her story about holding precious placeholders in the hopes of a post-cancer baby. This is the story of one woman asking what her fertility path will ultimately reveal and whether she has the strength to hang in for the waiting.
The Longest Goodbye with Mila Knight
Mila Knight returns to The Burn for another visit to share something special. In 2022 Mila was our guest reading her piece “Crawling in My Skin” from Wildfire Magazine’s 2021 “Body” issue. In that story Mila shared how she turned to music for solace in hard times following her breast cancer diagnosis at 38. In that episode, Mila revealed she was working on recording a song that she was not yet ready to share. Now, Mila is ready to share her song, "The Longest Goodbye," in this episode. April and Mila will discuss the inspiration for her song, caregiver roles in cancer, and what pushed Mila to complete the song. They will also talk about Mila’s song writing process, what Mila has in the works, as well as fundraising and advocacy.
Finding My Breath: Poem & Meditation with Justine Egan-Kunicki
We’re spotlighting one of Wildfire’s social media writers this week on The Burn. In this special episode, Justine shares a heartfelt poem and guides us through a meditation. Both pieces provide profound insights into the healing process and the importance of reconnecting with one’s breath after breast cancer.